Friday, October 08, 2004



"weak and afraid"

Emptiness fills my soul
bitter and harsh
Defenseless I am cold
painful and dark

Stress pools in my stomach
acidic and churning
And moves up my spine
sharp and burning

I can't fight what is internal
alone and lost
It isn't real if I don't believe it
denial and despair

What did I do to cause this?
blame and worthlessness
Where did I go wrong?
hopeless and torn

Cancer or pre-cancer?
That is the question
Children or no children?
That is the answer

Sitting in the darkness
black and damp
Shivering from fear
alone and unknown

Hidden inside me
cramping and nauseous
Can you see trough me?
weak and afraid


and her dreary mood continues... sorry guys

shes_a_sprite @ 8:26 AM.

0 comments







About me



Name : Heather
Age : 25
School : UF
Location: Gainesville, FL
About Me:
Just a woman trying to find her way. These are the innermost thoughts of me, who am I? Just read and see. If I stir in you, any emotion at all, then I have reached my goal. Forever me...


Complete Profile





Fund Free Mammograms
It is easy and only takes a click.



Free Site Counters
Free Hit Counter

Details

Zodiac: Taurus
Music: Any
Movies: Braveheart, Troy, LOR, GI Jane, Hitch, Interview With the Vampire
Video games:Champions of Norrath and Return to Arms
Books: Dean Koontz
Color: Can you not tell? PURPLE!




My Heart, My Draco


Archives

June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
September 2007
October 2007

Friends


Larry
Bonnie Rae
Casey
Rachel
Oprayearth
M.B. Tankersley
Turmoil of 1000 Hands
Jezter
Patrick
Dano
Justin
Carmel
Ceri
Garry
Luctouque
Starbender
Victoria
Reverend cubed
Alex
Yara
Selena
mrsbeach
Mark
Jonathan
Mack

Links



Joyful Heart Foundation
Helping survivors of sexual assault heal ~ Mind, Body, and Spirit



American Catholic


Pro Life

Diviant Art
I am Bored
PoetryArray
Putfile (how I post music)
4 the record
My Myspace

Fun Stuff





adopt your own virtual pet!





Who links to me?